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sometimes i really hope i can go back to AIMST ....

i don't like this kind of feeling....

sigh.....

Genting Trip

Hey peeps.. i am back from a 3 days 2 nights trip in Genting...
together with YC,Chun,Mandy,Zhuai,Zhui,Terr,Robson,Jit Kin,Ying,Serenne,Amelia,Ming Fang...

a lot of pictures were we took and soon will up-load to my blog once i get those pictures..

was not really feeling well on the 2nd day.. and i vommited..... missed the cork-screw that i wanted to ride on... sigh...


maybe due to my tiredness.... too much of outings n lack of sleeping and made me feel so weak these days.. i want to be HEALTHIER.. My new GOAL... JOG everyday!!

i am not happy.. i don't know why..is hard for me to express.... i hope we will be better..... i hope i will be happier and i hope i would forget about everything that hurts me... no arguments no shoutings cause i am tired of all these....i hope she is fine.. :(

Life Is Unpredictable

Yea.. life is unpredictable.. why did i say so.. things happened when it's too late for us to change..
was discussing with him about his grandpa at Mid Valley yesterday night.. thinking that his grandpa is getting better and will recover soon but i received a call this morning which i purely thought it was just a sweet morning call but instead he told me that his grandpa has just passed away... OMG... quickly got up from my bed.. trying to hold my tears... :(

This reflects me about my uncle.. who is now suffering from liver cancer... :(
i am so afraid... afraid that i would lose him one day...
seeing him suffering everyday but i can't help...
i pray that he would be fine
that he would be cheerful even though at the final stage of his life...

This is why people say life is unpredictable
i said life is like a wasabi
it gives u the taste of excitement once it enters your mouth
but tears rolling down after a few seconds..
life is full of ups and downs
at times, we are HAPPY and sometimes we are down....
treasure every moment and STOP complaining..
As for me, i am tHankful for what i have...
seriously... i feel that i am so lucky..... <3

i am back to PJ !

wohooo... people! i am back to my home for holidays!!
i have so much to blog but i don't know how and where to start from....

i am back for 5 days.. but i felt i have done so many things within this 5 days
well...
1) a double-date : me n my YC & Zihui n Zhuai at OneU and The Curve..
2) a shopping day at KL with my funny Caryn
3)a nice n warm steam-boat dinner with my family
4)a visit to dentist and a doctor
5)a spring cleaning of my room
6)a meet up with Li Theng n Stef


wow.. i feel so proud! but i am seriously tired....
but HAPPY n CONTENTED!!! but wait..wht din't i mention about YC? yea.. he is not around for these few days.... but he is coming back today! haha..

oh yea.. i wanna share my great good news with everyone... i have PASSED my first year of MBBS!!!! i am really HAPPY about it and can't wait for the second year to come that i could experience it with my dear YC..

Congrats to all my friends too... especially :ChiChun, WengTerr and Zhanhuai!!!!! thanks to everyone who had aided me during my toughest period.... and i am so glad to meet this bunch of helpful friends!!!!! :)

Genting Trip is coming... i am looking forward..

exam season

i crave for the life when i was a kid..
i crave for the food that i ate at home..
i want to go home....
i want to take a break....
FINAL is coming in 3 days time..
i hope i can go through this time..
thanks for your presence in my life..
u been guiding me from the first day we met...
i LOVE u...
Yi Cheng....

It's predicted.. so just let it be....

i feel not right.. tired? of what? of life? not really but just something happened recently making me more stress besides studies stress.. i don't know how to express over here but just a sudden urge of feel like blogging and burst out my feeling over here...

and i really learned.. i should have protected myself and don't be the peacemaker... trying to solve things out but ended up making things worse and i feel sad of it.... such a stupid act and i shall just stand aside let them be and be ignorant at the first place...

things maybe are not as serious that the girls thought.... it's mostly accumulation of misunderstandings and something it's gonna burst one day just like volcano.. we tried to be as tolerate as we can but people just don't see our tolerance and ask for more.. why???

everything has a limit though they said only sky is the limit.... sigh... what i have learned would be talk less and talk the right things at the right time.. sometimes it would be better if word left unspoken and not to kill another with sharp and torn words..

i just feel not right....

i will just tell myself now... think before i act... just like our recycle bin :THINK BEFORE YOU THROW"

Life is just like that.. i fall and i learned... i know i gotta be tough... journey is still long and bumpy.. hopefully i would be fine.... i just don't care anymore... Dissapointed might be my feeling right now.... characters of ones are hard to change and so i would just accept for who they are.. knowing them and keep a distance always would be the best for all...

another thing... GOSSIPS kill friendship... apply especially on girls... but they just LOVE gossiping....

i shall get back to my track.... study!

April is coming.. CA4 is near and not to mention about FINAL.....

i can't wait for holidays!!!!! that's still far i supposed... but it chills me down when i am stress...

and i think i feel better after blogging.... :)

CA3........

i have soooo much to blog..... but i have no time to blog... and i ended up letting my blog rot...... sigh....... good luck to myself....... and i m getting older in 2 more days....... say bye to teens n welcome to an Adult life.........am i ready? i dun think soooo.... haha...
wat m i saying??

must be studied till crazy.............. i cant stand already!! i wanna go back home!!!