Happy Birthday my sista1

This post is for you ah gurl. 18th already but your Ah Jie still calling you the same even from far. ah giiiiirrrrrlllll arrrrr.. haha.. guess u can here me ..

i know u miss me a lot..cause i miss u too.. lol..but is quite difficult to tell each other right.. being raised up from a conservative family, although we don't hug each other, but i know the LOVE among us is still present. :)

here is my wishes for u gurl : GET JPA
: come to AIMST
: Healthy and Happy
: DREAMS come true
: ................... Fill in yourself
when i was a kid,mummy told me that doctor don't allow her to change your birthday to March, 12th.and so, i always thought that D.O.B can be altered, Hoping that our D.O.B will be the same so that we can celebrate B'day together. As i grown up,kindergarten teacher told me D.O.B is the day when we were born. But daddy always celebrated our BIG DAY together for a decade probably to save cost..sharing 1 cake,blow the candles together and make wishes together.although, we both wish so much in heart to celebrate our special day individually during those years. Now we are far apart and we no longer celebrate B'day together.. but i end up missing the years that we celebrated together..

Found some pictures of us from my lappie, see how much u have grown up..

H@ppy 21st B'day to me..

I had a great B'day celebration this year. specially thanks to my DEAR: Goh Yi Cheng
and bunch of GREAT friends : ZiHui, Zhanhuai,Serenne,Weng Terr,ChiChun,Robson and JitKin.

not forgetting my LOVELY roommates Penny Tay and Hsu Wern :)
and my housemates especially Cyean, Huiping and Caryn for the cute gifts..
and hundreds of warm wishes, your sincerity- i -have- received,thanks a lot my dear friends..

i am too glad to have you guys around me and i don't know how to express how lucky i am..

thinking about Japan, i hope i have super power to help them.. May god bless Japan.
my B'day wish...

more story to tell,but hard to express by words.

thinking about home returning on 26th, no matter how emo i am,i will still draw a smiley face :)

that's my home, my family.. <3

a BIG sigh

Things had became so mess up recently..
why is it so... things had been smooth but not these days..
u see me as someone who laughs easily.. but i did admit that i cry easily..
u see me as someone who do not care about everything.. but i care about everything...
sigh...
"A small thing would ruin our friendship".. deleted me from your FB account surprise me very much.. i have never thought that u would do this to me.. i convince myself it is a FB error.. trying my best to keep me emotionally stable..try not to think about u,but i can't manage myself..
probably i had hurt your feeling deeply..but i just want to let u know,i have no intention to ruin our friendship..things happened but not as complicated. and all,for sure,it is not my arrangement,why me? why would u put the blame on me ? it's a small case,but u made it as a big deal..
How should i tell u that i want to be your friend i want to exchange stories with you.
and i don't wanna lose a friend like u ..
sad :( i do hope u see this.. especially posted for u B.

Happy New Year, 2011

It's 2nd of January 2011
2010 passed swift and silent without noticing..sometimes i so feel like turning back the clock and rewind back to the past...How much i wish i am still a little kid with no worries..

i have more than 10 diaries which i started since 14... things happened and it get subsided.. maybe sometimes i have too much to think, and it made me so active even when i am sleeping.. dreams always hunt me. sometimes a good one..but sometimes a bad one..


2010 was a great year indeed.. lots of sweet bitter memories stored in my brain and it will remain forever..

Have my first Bf in feb,first valentine's day
A memorable birthday in March
A wonderful trip to Penang in May
A stressful June and July due to final but was definately worth it.

The places i had visited in Msia : Langkawi island, Genting, Melacca, KLcc science centre, Putrajaya Taman Warisan Negara, I-city....

what about 2011? well, people have dreams and hopes.. for my new year resolution,
i wanna be more healthier, happier, and richer..
i wanna save my money n spend more wisely..
i wish my studies can go smoother, easier..
i wish my relationship with my partner is good all times....
i wish my parents and siblings are healthy.. especially my dad and mum..
i wish i could go Singapore this year..
i wish i can be slimmer and prettier..
Last but not least, i want to be a good doctor in future..






















Happy 11th month dear.. you have coloured my life. Thanks so much! ^.^

MBBS 2nd year..

Here comes again my life back in AIMST.. Started my year2 for more than a week..and i am still sick since the day i am back..Just hoping that i will completely recover by tomorrow.. :) cause my to do list is already piling up.... :S i guess my cough at night did annoy my roommates in the middle of the night.. opps.. sorry..

someone once told me that MBBS is not hard.. probably the mentality that makes me feel that this course is tough..i was wrong to have this mentality.i believe MBBS is just as similar as other courses..as the saying goes: there is a will, there is a way.. and i believe i can do better in my year2... :)

I am feeling good these days... as i feel that our relationship is getting more stronger... somehow made me realize that love is not about Fairy Tale...is about understandings and sacrifices...why would we care for each other? is just simple.. because we love each other..friendship love is the same too.. why would you angry of him or her? because we care for him/her.... Empty promises is not meant to be.. but somehow done without intention... i was quite wrong that i put importance on promises.. which i realized... the less we hope.. the more contented we would feel.. why ask for more? greedy made us mad..simple and easy.. this is the life we shall lead..

this is just some crap from me la.. haha..
tonight-- japanese food!! Yippie!!!!
2010-09--01
is september... time flies huh...apreciate the moment that you are having now.. enjoy the process.. enjoy the bitter sweet moment..
BE HAPPY :)

Dream? No..

sometimes i just don't dare to dream too much....
hope too much and ask for more...

the more i dream..
the more will get me disappointed....
sigh....

whats up!

oh oh oh. yea yea.. i went for PC fair in KLCC ! first time in my life!! lol.. seems like i came from jungle..took LRT there..
OMG.. it was really really crowded as it was the last day of the fair..
but people with the mentality of CHEAPER and thousands of people squeezed into the halls..
i got myself a printer.. wohoo! i am so happy..a mp3 for my sister and an pink color ear phone for myself too.. 300+ gone in a day..

went to Sg Wang with Caryn today... she was searching for a baby bottle in giant.. and we couldn't find it.. so for the last resort.. we turned to the malay guy at the counter.. i did a stupid mistake by asking him : excuse me, sini ada jual babi bottle?
O.M.G it was so shameful that i could ask babi instead of bayi !!!
luckily he was smiling at me.... pheww...

i shopped today too.. spent 200++
so happy that i got all my needed stuffs


my appointments : wed--- visit to a doc
thurs---- hehe... outing wit my YC
Fri------- meet up wit stef n peng khuan
sat------- shopping with stef n kim
sun-------- go to salon

aww.. and here.. it will only leave a week for me.... and my year 2 is starting....