i had my final paper yesterday.. well. i know i did badly for this Epidemiology paper and i am preparing for the worst...trying to think positively and i do hope i will passed this paper.. i just keep praying hard.. hope LUCK is by my side this time...anyway... i just wanna put this aside.. no points thinking about it and i shall just keep moving on.. learn from the lesson and try harder next time... yes.. Gammbatte to myself.. :)
yesterday was Cyean- my 'mummy' 's birthday... one of my good friends and housemates... we gave her a surprise... she will never thought that we gonna celebrate for her as everyone is so busy with studies and exams.. with 20 of us together celebrated for her and our really lovely handmade presents...... hahaha.. Cyean : stop saying thank you and i am really happy that u actually appreciate it well... i do hope u had a memorable day.. :) and i never thought that u would cry.... hahahaha... perhaps u were touched... haha.. but what i wanna tell u is... u r worth for us to celebrate for u.. :)
but honestly.. i was seriously tired... lack of sleeping due to my pack schedule...and luckly its Friday again... i took 4 hours of afternoon nap... and i got myself recharged.. and i am feeling good.. haha..
good day... and cheers :)
HOLIDAY!!!
I am really seriously exhausted.. endless assignments, reports and exams really made my life so busy n stress that would almost drive me crazy sometimes..but i always feel myself as the luckiest one...with so many caring good friends around me.. who always cheer me up when i am down with their courages and supports.. thanks C3B!!! and everyone..
When you see your effort being granted one day.. the feeling is so great and u would feel that what u have sacrificed previously are all worth the price.. and i always believe with this... ( IF U SOW & U WILL REAP ONE DAY )
Just received a very good news from my best friend and i am happy that her dream came true... thank God.. what she had wished all the while and it came true today!!CONGRATS STEF!!!!! grab the opportunity... its only once in a life time... hahaha... really happy for u...
When being informed that the Epidemiology paper is postponed... all of us are equally happy.. i cant imagine how am i going to sit for the test without any preparations..and the BEST thing of all is.... i am going back HOME tomorrow.. i really cant wait.. and i miss my bed so much...
hahaha... but of course family comes first laa.. haha..
must really ENJOY myself throughout the break... i need to recharge after so much of study and sacrifices....
HAPPY HOLIDAY!!! ENJOY WHILE U CAN.... take care.... and good night... :)
When you see your effort being granted one day.. the feeling is so great and u would feel that what u have sacrificed previously are all worth the price.. and i always believe with this... ( IF U SOW & U WILL REAP ONE DAY )
Just received a very good news from my best friend and i am happy that her dream came true... thank God.. what she had wished all the while and it came true today!!CONGRATS STEF!!!!! grab the opportunity... its only once in a life time... hahaha... really happy for u...
When being informed that the Epidemiology paper is postponed... all of us are equally happy.. i cant imagine how am i going to sit for the test without any preparations..and the BEST thing of all is.... i am going back HOME tomorrow.. i really cant wait.. and i miss my bed so much...
hahaha... but of course family comes first laa.. haha..
must really ENJOY myself throughout the break... i need to recharge after so much of study and sacrifices....
HAPPY HOLIDAY!!! ENJOY WHILE U CAN.... take care.... and good night... :)
Happy Mooncake Festival...
1 more week for me to prepare for my First ever exam in degree course.. having different kind of feelings at different moments.. Stress when thinking about the loads of memorising stuffs to be stored in my tiny brain.. Happy when i have accomplished my target of the day.. Regret when spending too much time on leisure... relax when come to sleeping time.. and nervous when i found out that i can't understand what i am studying... haha.. our mood really alters according to situation... and many times affected by the environment...
Its mooncake festival today...but din get to celebrate..maybe tomorrow when Huiping came back from Penang.. but today just wish each other among friends...everyone instead, gathered at study area.. spend time studying...
I am going back home after my CA for a week.. but this time is a little unusual whereby my 3 friends following me back home.. and we are gonna shop like crazy... haha.. i will be the tourist guide by then.. hopefully i wont lost in KL.. i cant wait to go home... Of course.. i wish to meet up with my high school friends... Stef!!!! spare some time with me!!! haha...
listening to HUAN ZHU GE GE songs now.. they are really old songs but these songs suddenly felt like listening to them.. haha...
Spend some time in a day for ourself its really relaxing... after so much of studying.. of course there is a need for me to relax.. i can't be studying studying and studying all the day.. i will be going crazy if this keeps going on for 5 years...
i just keep praying hard that i will pass all the exams and be a great doctor in 5 years time... i need to really change 1 thing that is always in me.. i hope i wont be as blur as now after 5 years.. i am gonna be in trouble for sure.. someone can pls tell me how to be more alert and smart?? i just cant myself of being so BLUR sometimes.... first i lost in Hospital last month and yesterday.. i overshot my sitting place in Study Area after i came back from washroom.. sweat man...
GOOD LUCK everyone!!! hopefully everyone can pass this time.... ALL THE BEST!!!!
Its mooncake festival today...but din get to celebrate..maybe tomorrow when Huiping came back from Penang.. but today just wish each other among friends...everyone instead, gathered at study area.. spend time studying...
I am going back home after my CA for a week.. but this time is a little unusual whereby my 3 friends following me back home.. and we are gonna shop like crazy... haha.. i will be the tourist guide by then.. hopefully i wont lost in KL.. i cant wait to go home... Of course.. i wish to meet up with my high school friends... Stef!!!! spare some time with me!!! haha...
listening to HUAN ZHU GE GE songs now.. they are really old songs but these songs suddenly felt like listening to them.. haha...
Spend some time in a day for ourself its really relaxing... after so much of studying.. of course there is a need for me to relax.. i can't be studying studying and studying all the day.. i will be going crazy if this keeps going on for 5 years...
i just keep praying hard that i will pass all the exams and be a great doctor in 5 years time... i need to really change 1 thing that is always in me.. i hope i wont be as blur as now after 5 years.. i am gonna be in trouble for sure.. someone can pls tell me how to be more alert and smart?? i just cant myself of being so BLUR sometimes.... first i lost in Hospital last month and yesterday.. i overshot my sitting place in Study Area after i came back from washroom.. sweat man...
GOOD LUCK everyone!!! hopefully everyone can pass this time.... ALL THE BEST!!!!
Emo...
Emo-ing seldom exists in my world but somehow these few days i felt so not happy internally.. another word frustration.. what's wrong with me? i wonder why? but i still can't figure it out why...
Probably the stress keep pressing on me.. with so much things to study... not enough time for me to really cover everything...and Continous Assessment is coming soon.. things turned even worse when my mind is not really focusing when studying.. millions of things strucked my head.. and my mind would diverse to somewhere really far...until when i stare at the clock.. its already half an hour gone... sigh.. i pray for extra hours...
Kimberly is in UK now.. i wonder how often we would actually contact each other.. just a very sincere word from me.. Kim, take care.. we will miss u.. haha.. see u when u r back...
Raya holiday is coming but i m not going back this time.. gonna really make full use of my holidays here.. was actually planned to go for a camp.. but i changed my mind.. feeling so not well these few days... went to see doctor again n he prescribed me another set of anti-biotic.. the funny part is the medicine named Avex.. hahaha.. a friend of mine...
now i understand life being a medical student.. one really needs determination, hardwork and sacrifices in order to success.. but generally.. life is just like that... not as smooth as we traverse... but full of winding roads... choice is in our hand.. we ourselves make our world more interesting and create our own history... i sound so emo.. haha..
ok.. time to get back to study.. i will stop emo-ing..
gambatte to me.. :)
Probably the stress keep pressing on me.. with so much things to study... not enough time for me to really cover everything...and Continous Assessment is coming soon.. things turned even worse when my mind is not really focusing when studying.. millions of things strucked my head.. and my mind would diverse to somewhere really far...until when i stare at the clock.. its already half an hour gone... sigh.. i pray for extra hours...
Kimberly is in UK now.. i wonder how often we would actually contact each other.. just a very sincere word from me.. Kim, take care.. we will miss u.. haha.. see u when u r back...
Raya holiday is coming but i m not going back this time.. gonna really make full use of my holidays here.. was actually planned to go for a camp.. but i changed my mind.. feeling so not well these few days... went to see doctor again n he prescribed me another set of anti-biotic.. the funny part is the medicine named Avex.. hahaha.. a friend of mine...
now i understand life being a medical student.. one really needs determination, hardwork and sacrifices in order to success.. but generally.. life is just like that... not as smooth as we traverse... but full of winding roads... choice is in our hand.. we ourselves make our world more interesting and create our own history... i sound so emo.. haha..
ok.. time to get back to study.. i will stop emo-ing..
gambatte to me.. :)
09.09.09
Its Wed today and what is so special about today? nothing for me but is my BEST FRIEND- Kimberly's birthday.. its her 18th bday... i remembered she told me before she wants to get married on 09.09.xx.. lol.... i wont forget about what u have said kim... hahaha...
i travelled back to PJ on last Friday.. reached home around 10pm and went to Kim's hse at 11pm.. stayed over night at her place and slept around 4am.. woke up at 8am on Sat's morning... and i returned back to home.. too much things to be done.. and i din get to sleep..
after i got everything done.. i planned to sleep as long as i can.. but kesian me.. less than 1 hour of sleeping and i was called by mom and dragged me out to alter my L size lab coat...i was so reluctant but i still went out.. what make things worse was my housemates dun see the difference when i proudly showed them my altered lab coat... lol... :S
went out for dinner with my mom, brother and sisters.. haha.. Happy.. but i miss my dad.. he was not around in Msia during my trip back.. din get to see him... :(
sunday morning.. left my home.. came back to AIMST again.. and went out for dinner to give Sing Ying a surprise early bdat celebration.. reached hostel around 12 midnite..
i am so so tired on monday... and not really feeling well again... Kim sent me a message on Tuesday asking about my health.. i was so curious why she asked and i dun even mention to her that i having flu and cough.. haha.. only she told me.. stef and pearl are sick also.. lol.. i know how i got this flu finally... hahaha...
but i am in the progress of recovering.. dun worry Kim.. and HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY again... i hope i will see u soon... :)
i travelled back to PJ on last Friday.. reached home around 10pm and went to Kim's hse at 11pm.. stayed over night at her place and slept around 4am.. woke up at 8am on Sat's morning... and i returned back to home.. too much things to be done.. and i din get to sleep..
after i got everything done.. i planned to sleep as long as i can.. but kesian me.. less than 1 hour of sleeping and i was called by mom and dragged me out to alter my L size lab coat...i was so reluctant but i still went out.. what make things worse was my housemates dun see the difference when i proudly showed them my altered lab coat... lol... :S
went out for dinner with my mom, brother and sisters.. haha.. Happy.. but i miss my dad.. he was not around in Msia during my trip back.. din get to see him... :(
sunday morning.. left my home.. came back to AIMST again.. and went out for dinner to give Sing Ying a surprise early bdat celebration.. reached hostel around 12 midnite..
i am so so tired on monday... and not really feeling well again... Kim sent me a message on Tuesday asking about my health.. i was so curious why she asked and i dun even mention to her that i having flu and cough.. haha.. only she told me.. stef and pearl are sick also.. lol.. i know how i got this flu finally... hahaha...
but i am in the progress of recovering.. dun worry Kim.. and HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY again... i hope i will see u soon... :)
life is unpredictable sometimes
Went to penang on sunday with my dear housemates, Yi Cheng and Chi Chun.. went SHOPPING!!! lol.. we took public transports there and luckly.. we had a really smooth journey.. we din't miss any buses.. and reached penang within 2 hours.. back to hostel around 11pm.. i had a great day with u guys :) HAPPY!!
But unfortunately.. on the second day... i fall sick.. got admitted to hospital..thanks to ping ping who willing to be my driver!!!haha.. mom was so worried.. and i know its my fault.. never take good care of myself...this was the first time being alone in hospital without family by my side.. i felt that i have grown up....and i am stronger.. haha... i got discharged today.. but still having fever... haiz...
But something really funny happened on me in hospital.. story begins: the nurse brought me to the ultrasound department where i have to do my scanning.. and she left me alone there after we have reached.. and after done scanning.. the doctor told me i can leave and back to my wad.. i was like omg.. which floor i am staying? i cant remember... and i have lost in hospital while finding my way back.. i went to the first floor and followed by second floor.. tried to search for some familiar sites... hahaha.. i found my wad finally and i was so blur that i actually over shot... i cant believe this to myself that i actually can lost in hospital... what about next time when i have to find my patients's wad? lol.. i hope i will be more alert next time...
i hope i can go to class tomorrow...missed 1 day class... i am afraid i can't catch up... :(
and most importantly.. i hope i can make it to go back home on Friday... i have to go back..and i wanna go back :S
But unfortunately.. on the second day... i fall sick.. got admitted to hospital..thanks to ping ping who willing to be my driver!!!haha.. mom was so worried.. and i know its my fault.. never take good care of myself...this was the first time being alone in hospital without family by my side.. i felt that i have grown up....and i am stronger.. haha... i got discharged today.. but still having fever... haiz...
But something really funny happened on me in hospital.. story begins: the nurse brought me to the ultrasound department where i have to do my scanning.. and she left me alone there after we have reached.. and after done scanning.. the doctor told me i can leave and back to my wad.. i was like omg.. which floor i am staying? i cant remember... and i have lost in hospital while finding my way back.. i went to the first floor and followed by second floor.. tried to search for some familiar sites... hahaha.. i found my wad finally and i was so blur that i actually over shot... i cant believe this to myself that i actually can lost in hospital... what about next time when i have to find my patients's wad? lol.. i hope i will be more alert next time...
i hope i can go to class tomorrow...missed 1 day class... i am afraid i can't catch up... :(
and most importantly.. i hope i can make it to go back home on Friday... i have to go back..and i wanna go back :S
Hectic Life
BUSY will be the only best word to describe my current situation...
STRESS will be the most appropriate word to describe my feeeling...
but i tried my best to handle them...
i know i have chosen this path, and i shall not quit... stick to the fight, even when things seem worse...
To my fellow batchmate... take it as a challenge and life will be more interesting if we know how to enjoy life even during tough period....
think +
gambatte....
STRESS will be the most appropriate word to describe my feeeling...
but i tried my best to handle them...
i know i have chosen this path, and i shall not quit... stick to the fight, even when things seem worse...
To my fellow batchmate... take it as a challenge and life will be more interesting if we know how to enjoy life even during tough period....
think +
gambatte....
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