sigh, what's actually death..
we will never know someone we closed to is going to leave us anytime.
received a call from a close friend, his beloved dad passed away in the morning, where people around the world celebrating Father's day.
i am sad to hear about the bad news, many things came to my mind,understand that we shall not take life for granted, appreciate life as it is, treasure the people around us,
stop complaining about how bad your life is,while someone at another part of the world is struggling from life and death.
sigh, Ed. Stay strong k, i know it's hard for you. i hope everything is going well with you.May God bless you.
Mindset.
oh yeah, it's you, Mindset..
Can we alter you that was set long time ago?
can we?
as the saying goes, there is a will, there is way.
This issue has finally ended,after 2.5 months.
things that we never wished to happen had happened.Though there is no rewind,but i believe there is always forgive and forget if one able to do so. As i am able,can you?
i believe everyone plays a role. Some play their role behind the scene,some be the representatives,as middle persons, i believe it's hard too, i'm sorry for all the troubles.
I really wanna Thank a person,if it's not you, things might not get better. thanks so much, LJKin. thanks for the change,thanks for the sacrifice. We appreciate it. I hope you are Happy.
And for you R, honestly, you made me realised of something. You are a good friend indeed, sacrifice yourself for somebody, which i really admired about it. i believe that night everyone was just too emotional, talked things without passing the brain.so yeah,nothing serious about it, just wanna say, you are still my friend. :)
The middle persons, zh, zh n twt, thanks for the warm n touching messages. i am touched.
for the person that i din't mix so well before, i hope in future we will know each other better,if there is an opportunity... :) S, i have always liked you too.
and lastly, this issue has come to an end. my only wish, : everyone is Happy, are you? hmm, i really hope so.
tomorrow is your final, GOOD LUCK to my dentistry friends, Caryn, Hsu Wern, Mandy, Nicole, Zi Hui, Serrene and Robson. ALL THE BEST. :)
Can we alter you that was set long time ago?
can we?
as the saying goes, there is a will, there is way.
This issue has finally ended,after 2.5 months.
things that we never wished to happen had happened.Though there is no rewind,but i believe there is always forgive and forget if one able to do so. As i am able,can you?
i believe everyone plays a role. Some play their role behind the scene,some be the representatives,as middle persons, i believe it's hard too, i'm sorry for all the troubles.
I really wanna Thank a person,if it's not you, things might not get better. thanks so much, LJKin. thanks for the change,thanks for the sacrifice. We appreciate it. I hope you are Happy.
And for you R, honestly, you made me realised of something. You are a good friend indeed, sacrifice yourself for somebody, which i really admired about it. i believe that night everyone was just too emotional, talked things without passing the brain.so yeah,nothing serious about it, just wanna say, you are still my friend. :)
The middle persons, zh, zh n twt, thanks for the warm n touching messages. i am touched.
for the person that i din't mix so well before, i hope in future we will know each other better,if there is an opportunity... :) S, i have always liked you too.
and lastly, this issue has come to an end. my only wish, : everyone is Happy, are you? hmm, i really hope so.
tomorrow is your final, GOOD LUCK to my dentistry friends, Caryn, Hsu Wern, Mandy, Nicole, Zi Hui, Serrene and Robson. ALL THE BEST. :)
MBBS YEAR 2 FINAL
10 more days for me to prepare for my final...
oh goodness, i need more time!!!
6 theory papers plus a practical exam that will be lasting for almost 4 weeks..
do u think is easy? oh no...... it's really hard core..... i am grasping for more air...
i need more time!!
anyone willing to give me extra hours if you are wasting your time?
oh... what am i crapping?
i just need more time...
HAHA..
gambatte to my friends who are fighting for their finals too...
praying hard ...
oh goodness, i need more time!!!
6 theory papers plus a practical exam that will be lasting for almost 4 weeks..
do u think is easy? oh no...... it's really hard core..... i am grasping for more air...
i need more time!!
anyone willing to give me extra hours if you are wasting your time?
oh... what am i crapping?
i just need more time...
HAHA..
gambatte to my friends who are fighting for their finals too...
praying hard ...
A Report...
sometimes, things changed for better.
sometimes, we don't understand people around us.
sometimes, we are just to stupid to live in the unrealistic world.
Oh well, back to my life...
things are getting better each day..
keep myself busy and i'll make sure that i have done something beneficial before i sleep.
no doubt, i am contented with my life.
My sister came to Aimst, not to study, but a visit instead..
returned back to PJ and start her new life in UCSI.
i am proud of you. you are taking my footstep and i really hope you are satisfied with it too.
B3C hostel is now left with Caryn and I. let's burn midnight oil together again..
Dear Penny, i know you won't see this blog but if u do come across to visit my blog,here is something for you : Do take care of yourself out there.i wanna Thank you for your accompany throughout this 3 years as i appreciate you as my roommate all these while. Giving me 100% of privacy and helped me whenever i needed you. Your efficiency will always impress me for who you are. i wish you will be Happier and don't get too emo with small reasons. sometimes as life is beautiful. i respect you for who you are and i respect your decision.
As for Cyean: You are always a great friend since April 2008. i am sorry if i have made you angry or sad throughout these years. The advice that you have given me (under the tree in 2009), always run through my mind. i know i am not prefect, but sometimes i am just a lil over confident... you made me grown up too... As i know it's hard for you to make this decision, if is for me, i will do the same too. it's time for a change, a better one. i will miss you.
And for me, i am currently having 'single' room for 2 months. i hope i will keep enjoying till year 2012. haha... Hsu Wern: rm500 for a bigger room..
with the new portable air-cond in my room, i feel so much cooler and comfort.
THANKS to my dearest dad, i know you always love me ... as i do.. :)
Friends are important. I neglected my housemates for a period of time. little did i know, they are still my closest ones. thanks for your sincerity..
time to study...... oh noooooooooooooo...
Took a chance to visit the temple in Alor Setar on May 17th (WESAK DAY). Thanks a lot Teoh Zhan Huai for making my wish come true.. :) come till the end, we are still friends. sometimes, we shall forget the unhappy things and keep moving on with life.
and for GYC : let's add oil together for the final. i know it's time to study. i'll be more serious.. hahahaha.. don't worry, we will make it through. :) I Heart You. and thanks for the change, we are getting better nowadays. don't you feel so? :)
well, let's imagine what we gonna do after final? hmmmmmm... Just Can't Wait :)
till then, bye bye to Huiping, Brenna, Jacinta, Sying. see you guys in august/ September 2011. Enjoy your holidays. :)
sometimes, we don't understand people around us.
sometimes, we are just to stupid to live in the unrealistic world.
Oh well, back to my life...
things are getting better each day..
keep myself busy and i'll make sure that i have done something beneficial before i sleep.
no doubt, i am contented with my life.
My sister came to Aimst, not to study, but a visit instead..
returned back to PJ and start her new life in UCSI.
i am proud of you. you are taking my footstep and i really hope you are satisfied with it too.
B3C hostel is now left with Caryn and I. let's burn midnight oil together again..
Dear Penny, i know you won't see this blog but if u do come across to visit my blog,here is something for you : Do take care of yourself out there.i wanna Thank you for your accompany throughout this 3 years as i appreciate you as my roommate all these while. Giving me 100% of privacy and helped me whenever i needed you. Your efficiency will always impress me for who you are. i wish you will be Happier and don't get too emo with small reasons. sometimes as life is beautiful. i respect you for who you are and i respect your decision.
As for Cyean: You are always a great friend since April 2008. i am sorry if i have made you angry or sad throughout these years. The advice that you have given me (under the tree in 2009), always run through my mind. i know i am not prefect, but sometimes i am just a lil over confident... you made me grown up too... As i know it's hard for you to make this decision, if is for me, i will do the same too. it's time for a change, a better one. i will miss you.
And for me, i am currently having 'single' room for 2 months. i hope i will keep enjoying till year 2012. haha... Hsu Wern: rm500 for a bigger room..
with the new portable air-cond in my room, i feel so much cooler and comfort.
THANKS to my dearest dad, i know you always love me ... as i do.. :)
Friends are important. I neglected my housemates for a period of time. little did i know, they are still my closest ones. thanks for your sincerity..
time to study...... oh noooooooooooooo...
Took a chance to visit the temple in Alor Setar on May 17th (WESAK DAY). Thanks a lot Teoh Zhan Huai for making my wish come true.. :) come till the end, we are still friends. sometimes, we shall forget the unhappy things and keep moving on with life.
and for GYC : let's add oil together for the final. i know it's time to study. i'll be more serious.. hahahaha.. don't worry, we will make it through. :) I Heart You. and thanks for the change, we are getting better nowadays. don't you feel so? :)
well, let's imagine what we gonna do after final? hmmmmmm... Just Can't Wait :)
till then, bye bye to Huiping, Brenna, Jacinta, Sying. see you guys in august/ September 2011. Enjoy your holidays. :)
8th May 2011
i am who i am.
Back to a cheerful girl
and from today onwards, i wanna study hard for final!
wanna make my parents proud!
and i wanna be a stronger lady who knows how to love and protect myself!
yes! here i am to conquer any obstacles!
yeah!!!!!
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
THANKS FOR EVERYTHNG mum !
AND MORE UPDATES soon for my mum..
Back to a cheerful girl
and from today onwards, i wanna study hard for final!
wanna make my parents proud!
and i wanna be a stronger lady who knows how to love and protect myself!
yes! here i am to conquer any obstacles!
yeah!!!!!
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
THANKS FOR EVERYTHNG mum !
AND MORE UPDATES soon for my mum..
This is for you.. Hsu Wern :)
I honestly miss u... the room is too quiet without your voice. i miss u calling me HEHE, i miss u calling me MUMMY or HELLO KITTY.. i miss u sitting on my bed and chit chat with me.. and your massage! especially the time of exam... no one else remembering about my exam,and nobody staying up late with me anymore.. omg, i still haven't go over this.. when i turned to your place,it's so empty that i still imagine u sitting there with your laptop.
Things changed after your leaving. she is no longer friendly with me and till now still yet to find out the answer. living with a person that treats you as if you are invisible is hard. i finally understand your feeling.
I hope you are doing good at your new room, and i know you are. Probably my heart can't prepared for your sudden leaving. the night that we shared a chair to watch you-tube was so memorable, that's the last night before you leave to your new house.
i admit there are too much things happened in April and i am totally stressed out with all these.
PS: i am sorry to Pa and mummy, if i don't do well in ERS exam.i know i gotta be STRONG. To be a good doctor, i shall have very stable emotion. i blame myself as PIECES, as we tend to think 'out of the box' ...
Phin Phin and Bear Bear miss you too... and giraffe keep watching me when i studying.. haha.. and the 'crown' handphone chain, it's still hanging at the same place.. all these little stuffs that u gave to me remind me of you ..
sigh.. why am i so depressed recently... you are no more in the room to listen to me and share with me your thoughts...
but glad that both of us had great time in the rooms.there is where our friendship developed and maybe from here i can understand why HE is so unhappy when we suggested 2 houses instead of 1 house. Probably spitting with friends is a sad thing, and in order to avoid the sad things among the friends, they rather make the out=sider sad. as things will resolve.. just the matter of time..
i wonder how long shall i take to keep all these feeling and back to a happy me ..
i can't take these anymore.. i am kind of sad even when the beloved don't understand me at times. why is it so.. big sigh.
i pray for the BEST..
GREATEST thing i received after all the incidents is a great lesson. and i believe i am stronger since then..
i am looking forward for KHOO CHIA YEE to come over.. at least my closest ones is near with me again. i am happy with this, do hope you do well in your foundation.. *like your sister* haha.....
nites.....
random pictures...
T.T
I am speechless over everything..
one thing to say is friendship is fake !!
i never trust them anymore!
well, yeah. FAMILY is still the BEST.
and i miss my FAMILY a lot especially in the middle of the night
harsh words, rude actions etc that i have seen through, a person that i am not close with but treat me like that.
please be more matured if you are a real guy k...
one thing to say is friendship is fake !!
i never trust them anymore!
well, yeah. FAMILY is still the BEST.
and i miss my FAMILY a lot especially in the middle of the night
harsh words, rude actions etc that i have seen through, a person that i am not close with but treat me like that.
please be more matured if you are a real guy k...
Happy Birthday my sista1
This post is for you ah gurl. 18th already but your Ah Jie still calling you the same even from far. ah giiiiirrrrrlllll arrrrr.. haha.. guess u can here me ..
i know u miss me a lot..cause i miss u too.. lol..but is quite difficult to tell each other right.. being raised up from a conservative family, although we don't hug each other, but i know the LOVE among us is still present. :)
here is my wishes for u gurl : GET JPA
: come to AIMST
: Healthy and Happy
: DREAMS come true
: ................... Fill in yourself
when i was a kid,mummy told me that doctor don't allow her to change your birthday to March, 12th.and so, i always thought that D.O.B can be altered, Hoping that our D.O.B will be the same so that we can celebrate B'day together. As i grown up,kindergarten teacher told me D.O.B is the day when we were born. But daddy always celebrated our BIG DAY together for a decade probably to save cost..sharing 1 cake,blow the candles together and make wishes together.although, we both wish so much in heart to celebrate our special day individually during those years. Now we are far apart and we no longer celebrate B'day together.. but i end up missing the years that we celebrated together..
Found some pictures of us from my lappie, see how much u have grown up..
i know u miss me a lot..cause i miss u too.. lol..but is quite difficult to tell each other right.. being raised up from a conservative family, although we don't hug each other, but i know the LOVE among us is still present. :)
here is my wishes for u gurl : GET JPA
: come to AIMST
: Healthy and Happy
: DREAMS come true
: ................... Fill in yourself
when i was a kid,mummy told me that doctor don't allow her to change your birthday to March, 12th.and so, i always thought that D.O.B can be altered, Hoping that our D.O.B will be the same so that we can celebrate B'day together. As i grown up,kindergarten teacher told me D.O.B is the day when we were born. But daddy always celebrated our BIG DAY together for a decade probably to save cost..sharing 1 cake,blow the candles together and make wishes together.although, we both wish so much in heart to celebrate our special day individually during those years. Now we are far apart and we no longer celebrate B'day together.. but i end up missing the years that we celebrated together..
Found some pictures of us from my lappie, see how much u have grown up..
H@ppy 21st B'day to me..
I had a great B'day celebration this year. specially thanks to my DEAR: Goh Yi Cheng
and bunch of GREAT friends : ZiHui, Zhanhuai,Serenne,Weng Terr,ChiChun,Robson and JitKin.
not forgetting my LOVELY roommates Penny Tay and Hsu Wern :)
and my housemates especially Cyean, Huiping and Caryn for the cute gifts..
and hundreds of warm wishes, your sincerity- i -have- received,thanks a lot my dear friends..
i am too glad to have you guys around me and i don't know how to express how lucky i am..
thinking about Japan, i hope i have super power to help them.. May god bless Japan.
my B'day wish...
more story to tell,but hard to express by words.
thinking about home returning on 26th, no matter how emo i am,i will still draw a smiley face :)
that's my home, my family.. <3
and bunch of GREAT friends : ZiHui, Zhanhuai,Serenne,Weng Terr,ChiChun,Robson and JitKin.
not forgetting my LOVELY roommates Penny Tay and Hsu Wern :)
and my housemates especially Cyean, Huiping and Caryn for the cute gifts..
and hundreds of warm wishes, your sincerity- i -have- received,thanks a lot my dear friends..
i am too glad to have you guys around me and i don't know how to express how lucky i am..
thinking about Japan, i hope i have super power to help them.. May god bless Japan.
my B'day wish...
more story to tell,but hard to express by words.
thinking about home returning on 26th, no matter how emo i am,i will still draw a smiley face :)
that's my home, my family.. <3
a BIG sigh
Things had became so mess up recently..
why is it so... things had been smooth but not these days..
u see me as someone who laughs easily.. but i did admit that i cry easily..
u see me as someone who do not care about everything.. but i care about everything...
sigh...
"A small thing would ruin our friendship".. deleted me from your FB account surprise me very much.. i have never thought that u would do this to me.. i convince myself it is a FB error.. trying my best to keep me emotionally stable..try not to think about u,but i can't manage myself..
probably i had hurt your feeling deeply..but i just want to let u know,i have no intention to ruin our friendship..things happened but not as complicated. and all,for sure,it is not my arrangement,why me? why would u put the blame on me ? it's a small case,but u made it as a big deal..
How should i tell u that i want to be your friend i want to exchange stories with you.
and i don't wanna lose a friend like u ..
sad :( i do hope u see this.. especially posted for u B.
why is it so... things had been smooth but not these days..
u see me as someone who laughs easily.. but i did admit that i cry easily..
u see me as someone who do not care about everything.. but i care about everything...
sigh...
"A small thing would ruin our friendship".. deleted me from your FB account surprise me very much.. i have never thought that u would do this to me.. i convince myself it is a FB error.. trying my best to keep me emotionally stable..try not to think about u,but i can't manage myself..
probably i had hurt your feeling deeply..but i just want to let u know,i have no intention to ruin our friendship..things happened but not as complicated. and all,for sure,it is not my arrangement,why me? why would u put the blame on me ? it's a small case,but u made it as a big deal..
How should i tell u that i want to be your friend i want to exchange stories with you.
and i don't wanna lose a friend like u ..
sad :( i do hope u see this.. especially posted for u B.
Happy New Year, 2011
It's 2nd of January 2011
2010 passed swift and silent without noticing..sometimes i so feel like turning back the clock and rewind back to the past...How much i wish i am still a little kid with no worries..
i have more than 10 diaries which i started since 14... things happened and it get subsided.. maybe sometimes i have too much to think, and it made me so active even when i am sleeping.. dreams always hunt me. sometimes a good one..but sometimes a bad one..
2010 was a great year indeed.. lots of sweet bitter memories stored in my brain and it will remain forever..
Have my first Bf in feb,first valentine's day
A memorable birthday in March
A wonderful trip to Penang in May
A stressful June and July due to final but was definately worth it.
The places i had visited in Msia : Langkawi island, Genting, Melacca, KLcc science centre, Putrajaya Taman Warisan Negara, I-city....
what about 2011? well, people have dreams and hopes.. for my new year resolution,
i wanna be more healthier, happier, and richer..
i wanna save my money n spend more wisely..
i wish my studies can go smoother, easier..
i wish my relationship with my partner is good all times....
i wish my parents and siblings are healthy.. especially my dad and mum..
i wish i could go Singapore this year..
i wish i can be slimmer and prettier..
Last but not least, i want to be a good doctor in future..
Happy 11th month dear.. you have coloured my life. Thanks so much! ^.^
2010 passed swift and silent without noticing..sometimes i so feel like turning back the clock and rewind back to the past...How much i wish i am still a little kid with no worries..
i have more than 10 diaries which i started since 14... things happened and it get subsided.. maybe sometimes i have too much to think, and it made me so active even when i am sleeping.. dreams always hunt me. sometimes a good one..but sometimes a bad one..
2010 was a great year indeed.. lots of sweet bitter memories stored in my brain and it will remain forever..
Have my first Bf in feb,first valentine's day
A memorable birthday in March
A wonderful trip to Penang in May
A stressful June and July due to final but was definately worth it.
The places i had visited in Msia : Langkawi island, Genting, Melacca, KLcc science centre, Putrajaya Taman Warisan Negara, I-city....
what about 2011? well, people have dreams and hopes.. for my new year resolution,
i wanna be more healthier, happier, and richer..
i wanna save my money n spend more wisely..
i wish my studies can go smoother, easier..
i wish my relationship with my partner is good all times....
i wish my parents and siblings are healthy.. especially my dad and mum..
i wish i could go Singapore this year..
i wish i can be slimmer and prettier..
Last but not least, i want to be a good doctor in future..
Happy 11th month dear.. you have coloured my life. Thanks so much! ^.^
