This is for you.. Hsu Wern :)

I honestly miss u... the room is too quiet without your voice. i miss u calling me HEHE, i miss u calling me MUMMY or HELLO KITTY.. i miss u sitting on my bed and chit chat with me.. and your massage! especially the time of exam... no one else remembering about my exam,and nobody staying up late with me anymore.. omg, i still haven't go over this.. when i turned to your place,it's so empty that i still imagine u sitting there with your laptop.

Things changed after your leaving. she is no longer friendly with me and till now still yet to find out the answer. living with a person that treats you as if you are invisible is hard. i finally understand your feeling.

I hope you are doing good at your new room, and i know you are. Probably my heart can't prepared for your sudden leaving. the night that we shared a chair to watch you-tube was so memorable, that's the last night before you leave to your new house.

i admit there are too much things happened in April and i am totally stressed out with all these.
PS: i am sorry to Pa and mummy, if i don't do well in ERS exam.i know i gotta be STRONG. To be a good doctor, i shall have very stable emotion. i blame myself as PIECES, as we tend to think 'out of the box' ...

Phin Phin and Bear Bear miss you too... and giraffe keep watching me when i studying.. haha.. and the 'crown' handphone chain, it's still hanging at the same place.. all these little stuffs that u gave to me remind me of you ..

sigh.. why am i so depressed recently... you are no more in the room to listen to me and share with me your thoughts...

but glad that both of us had great time in the rooms.there is where our friendship developed and maybe from here i can understand why HE is so unhappy when we suggested 2 houses instead of 1 house. Probably spitting with friends is a sad thing, and in order to avoid the sad things among the friends, they rather make the out=sider sad. as things will resolve.. just the matter of time..

i wonder how long shall i take to keep all these feeling and back to a happy me ..

i can't take these anymore.. i am kind of sad even when the beloved don't understand me at times. why is it so.. big sigh.

i pray for the BEST..

GREATEST thing i received after all the incidents is a great lesson. and i believe i am stronger since then..

i am looking forward for KHOO CHIA YEE to come over.. at least my closest ones is near with me again. i am happy with this, do hope you do well in your foundation.. *like your sister* haha.....

nites.....


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