It's predicted.. so just let it be....

i feel not right.. tired? of what? of life? not really but just something happened recently making me more stress besides studies stress.. i don't know how to express over here but just a sudden urge of feel like blogging and burst out my feeling over here...

and i really learned.. i should have protected myself and don't be the peacemaker... trying to solve things out but ended up making things worse and i feel sad of it.... such a stupid act and i shall just stand aside let them be and be ignorant at the first place...

things maybe are not as serious that the girls thought.... it's mostly accumulation of misunderstandings and something it's gonna burst one day just like volcano.. we tried to be as tolerate as we can but people just don't see our tolerance and ask for more.. why???

everything has a limit though they said only sky is the limit.... sigh... what i have learned would be talk less and talk the right things at the right time.. sometimes it would be better if word left unspoken and not to kill another with sharp and torn words..

i just feel not right....

i will just tell myself now... think before i act... just like our recycle bin :THINK BEFORE YOU THROW"

Life is just like that.. i fall and i learned... i know i gotta be tough... journey is still long and bumpy.. hopefully i would be fine.... i just don't care anymore... Dissapointed might be my feeling right now.... characters of ones are hard to change and so i would just accept for who they are.. knowing them and keep a distance always would be the best for all...

another thing... GOSSIPS kill friendship... apply especially on girls... but they just LOVE gossiping....

i shall get back to my track.... study!

April is coming.. CA4 is near and not to mention about FINAL.....

i can't wait for holidays!!!!! that's still far i supposed... but it chills me down when i am stress...

and i think i feel better after blogging.... :)