Emo...

Emo-ing seldom exists in my world but somehow these few days i felt so not happy internally.. another word frustration.. what's wrong with me? i wonder why? but i still can't figure it out why...

Probably the stress keep pressing on me.. with so much things to study... not enough time for me to really cover everything...and Continous Assessment is coming soon.. things turned even worse when my mind is not really focusing when studying.. millions of things strucked my head.. and my mind would diverse to somewhere really far...until when i stare at the clock.. its already half an hour gone... sigh.. i pray for extra hours...

Kimberly is in UK now.. i wonder how often we would actually contact each other.. just a very sincere word from me.. Kim, take care.. we will miss u.. haha.. see u when u r back...

Raya holiday is coming but i m not going back this time.. gonna really make full use of my holidays here.. was actually planned to go for a camp.. but i changed my mind.. feeling so not well these few days... went to see doctor again n he prescribed me another set of anti-biotic.. the funny part is the medicine named Avex.. hahaha.. a friend of mine...

now i understand life being a medical student.. one really needs determination, hardwork and sacrifices in order to success.. but generally.. life is just like that... not as smooth as we traverse... but full of winding roads... choice is in our hand.. we ourselves make our world more interesting and create our own history... i sound so emo.. haha..

ok.. time to get back to study.. i will stop emo-ing..

gambatte to me.. :)

09.09.09

Its Wed today and what is so special about today? nothing for me but is my BEST FRIEND- Kimberly's birthday.. its her 18th bday... i remembered she told me before she wants to get married on 09.09.xx.. lol.... i wont forget about what u have said kim... hahaha...

i travelled back to PJ on last Friday.. reached home around 10pm and went to Kim's hse at 11pm.. stayed over night at her place and slept around 4am.. woke up at 8am on Sat's morning... and i returned back to home.. too much things to be done.. and i din get to sleep..

after i got everything done.. i planned to sleep as long as i can.. but kesian me.. less than 1 hour of sleeping and i was called by mom and dragged me out to alter my L size lab coat...i was so reluctant but i still went out.. what make things worse was my housemates dun see the difference when i proudly showed them my altered lab coat... lol... :S

went out for dinner with my mom, brother and sisters.. haha.. Happy.. but i miss my dad.. he was not around in Msia during my trip back.. din get to see him... :(

sunday morning.. left my home.. came back to AIMST again.. and went out for dinner to give Sing Ying a surprise early bdat celebration.. reached hostel around 12 midnite..

i am so so tired on monday... and not really feeling well again... Kim sent me a message on Tuesday asking about my health.. i was so curious why she asked and i dun even mention to her that i having flu and cough.. haha.. only she told me.. stef and pearl are sick also.. lol.. i know how i got this flu finally... hahaha...

but i am in the progress of recovering.. dun worry Kim.. and HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY again... i hope i will see u soon... :)

life is unpredictable sometimes

Went to penang on sunday with my dear housemates, Yi Cheng and Chi Chun.. went SHOPPING!!! lol.. we took public transports there and luckly.. we had a really smooth journey.. we din't miss any buses.. and reached penang within 2 hours.. back to hostel around 11pm.. i had a great day with u guys :) HAPPY!!

But unfortunately.. on the second day... i fall sick.. got admitted to hospital..thanks to ping ping who willing to be my driver!!!haha.. mom was so worried.. and i know its my fault.. never take good care of myself...this was the first time being alone in hospital without family by my side.. i felt that i have grown up....and i am stronger.. haha... i got discharged today.. but still having fever... haiz...

But something really funny happened on me in hospital.. story begins: the nurse brought me to the ultrasound department where i have to do my scanning.. and she left me alone there after we have reached.. and after done scanning.. the doctor told me i can leave and back to my wad.. i was like omg.. which floor i am staying? i cant remember... and i have lost in hospital while finding my way back.. i went to the first floor and followed by second floor.. tried to search for some familiar sites... hahaha.. i found my wad finally and i was so blur that i actually over shot... i cant believe this to myself that i actually can lost in hospital... what about next time when i have to find my patients's wad? lol.. i hope i will be more alert next time...

i hope i can go to class tomorrow...missed 1 day class... i am afraid i can't catch up... :(

and most importantly.. i hope i can make it to go back home on Friday... i have to go back..and i wanna go back :S