counting down for CNY....

Hohoho.. i have just realised 18 days for me to get away from this paddy field.. hot n humid with bunch of irritating yet disgusting green bugs as my room visitors everyday.... creating scars on my arms n legs... :S

i miss my Grandma's place..after i made my last visit in June 09.. its really a small village i could say but at least no GREEN BUGS there...miss hanging out with cousins....miss playing badminton with Jun Yang.. chatting with Jeanne and crapping non-stop with Harrison... last but not least... my little cute Kai Xian...

How time flies huh.. CNY is coming in 20 days time... falls on Valentine's Day 14th of February...what a coincidence.. it might be a right day for people to propose to their love ones in their future in-laws place huh... haha...

Got back my epidemiology and physiology results.. thank God that i have passed both.. but i m still aiming for a better result.... at least i din fail my epi paper this time... i shudn just aim for pass i guess... that's too risky...

i would be having a short CNY trip back to home... coming back to aimst on 16th February... which means less ang pao this year.. haha..its ok... i don't mind...its worth to sacrifice for my studies...

Did some stupid n blur stuffs again today.. wanted to call Mandy but without realised.. i called to the next room Caryn Chow..another one.. i shouted "aghh" who off the light? while i was bathing.. Hsu Wern was there in another bathroom.. she said "no arr" and i found myself closed my eyes voluntarily due to the entering of facial foam..i am really speechless for my own.. hmm... i wish i could be more alert sometimes...

i baked cookies for my aunty in 2009..

My DaRliNg



i miss u DaD....

cOnFuSeD

my current health status : weak
my current state of mind : confused
my current mood to study : negative
my current mood to eat : no appetite
my current feeling : tired but not sleepy



what's on my mind?? i am so damn confused... what's wrong with me?
humans tend to be so weird at times... long for something but when the thing they desired came.. they tend to refuse... and when the thing has gone for life... they would regret......

every step, every move.. it counts... and so.. dun make decision simply.. think carefully.. act appropriately...

at least to find the truth that making u confused.... and i have found.. that's great isn't it.....

3 more days for me to have this honeymoon days..... and everything get started again...so do my engine... i need to restart it... pump in petrol and keep moving..... achieving my goals and my destination..... go go chia wen!!! i know i can do it.... nothing is gonna stop me... as the saying goes... NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.........and evrything is POSSIBLE..........
hmm... yea... including a relationship while studying?? i wonder....

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010

Oh oh oh.. i m back.. finally i got some fresh air to breath.. been so so stress while preparing for my exams n it finally came to a break.. before the next battle starts exactly 55days ltr... what a tiring course i have chosen... i would sometimes hesitate about my own capability.. would i manage to survive and passed all the obstacles within this 5 years? worries somehow strike me on n off.. i know.. i am just lack of confidence again.. i m just hoping for the BEST and at the sametime pray for a healthy body... fall sick again just a day before exam.. thanks a lot Caryn for accompanying me to hospital... :) i would remember ur Starbucks...

Semester 2 just started but assignment and lecture notes are already piled up.. was actually planned to go back this week since there are 5 days of holidays... but i changed my mind.. better stay here... going to Penang on tomorrow AGAIN... this would probably be the only destination i would go when i am in Kedah.... wanna make use for my holidays to rest, study,catch up with my taiwanese series and most importantly... write my new year resolutions.. as i always do...

wohoo.. i m listening to Hua Sha by Cindy n Jay Chau now.. replaying it for hours and i am still so in LOVE with it... nice song!! thanks to my good friend who shares the common taste.... thanks for sending me this song.. i love it.. :) i wonder u will visit my blog... hmm..

i would say gals are complicated creature.. even me myself whom i always thought as a simple gal, dun know what i want in my life... sometimes things seem to be so complicated n i am too afraid to make the next move.. too afraid to bear with it... we think differently.. not always in a logic ways but there are just so many tiny minor things that we gals actually think about, yet care about.... trust me... gals are never simple especially as we grown up... or probably... humans are never easy to handle.... anytime anywhere we might hurt someone without knowledge... with thorn words n rude acts.... cant we just be more simpler and lead a very very simple life? which i always hope i can....

i learnt from my pharmacology lecturer today... he told me : dun speak while u r angry... which i really agree with him.... we might prevent lots of unwanted incidents if we do follow this rule...

i am tired... accumulation from last week.. had a terrrible but unforgettable experience in my life... burning midnight oil together with Hsu Wern n Caryn.... sleepless nights lasted for 2 weeks...n i think its just a beginning of my life...so much of funny things happened in between... i wont forget the jokes me n caryn made while brushing teeth late in midnite.. and the YOGA i learnt from Hsu Wern to release our stress... there were so much fun in between though we were so stressed up... and i think this brought us closer.. and i m grateful :p

heres some random pictures i have after exams.... went Lebooss to celebrate n went to Tesco the next day....