a BIG sigh

Things had became so mess up recently..
why is it so... things had been smooth but not these days..
u see me as someone who laughs easily.. but i did admit that i cry easily..
u see me as someone who do not care about everything.. but i care about everything...
sigh...
"A small thing would ruin our friendship".. deleted me from your FB account surprise me very much.. i have never thought that u would do this to me.. i convince myself it is a FB error.. trying my best to keep me emotionally stable..try not to think about u,but i can't manage myself..
probably i had hurt your feeling deeply..but i just want to let u know,i have no intention to ruin our friendship..things happened but not as complicated. and all,for sure,it is not my arrangement,why me? why would u put the blame on me ? it's a small case,but u made it as a big deal..
How should i tell u that i want to be your friend i want to exchange stories with you.
and i don't wanna lose a friend like u ..
sad :( i do hope u see this.. especially posted for u B.