I woke up crying today.. I had a nightmare.. few weeks ago, a friend of mine met with an accident on the way to my place to fetch me…but luckly, it was just a minor accident. She banged the concrete wall ( road partition). This is real…
In my dream… this incident repeated.. but the story continues.. because the wall she banged belongs to the government, police couldn’t take this easily and they said according to the law, she has to take this responsibility and has to be sentenced to jail for a year… she can’t enter degree course with us.. This made me so guilty and sad… but come to think of it now… this is really such a stupid dream that did not make sense ... and it's a bit funny i think...
I entered my sister’s class yesterday... Once I entered, students instead of greeting me, they can’t stop from laughing… I wanted to pretend to be serious at first, but burst out laughing also… i just can’t imagine teaching my own sister infront of the class.. hahaha…
When I was teaching in 3F class.. a boy nose bleed.. i was not as nervous like last time.. Helped him to cool down his forehead and let him drink more water… happy that I manage to help him.. :P
Not working today... met up with Sin Yee, shopping and had lunch with her..knowing her for more than 10 years and its really nice to update each other and catch up with her latest news…
It’s Friday again… and July is coming.. time really flies..i am gonna leave home to further studies soon.. at the same time brother is coming back.. yay!! Looking forward to seeing my koko again… :)
Back To School
Woke up at 6am this morning. So tired but I have no choice.. I got to wake up and go to school today… dressed like a teacher and followed my sister to school.. hahaha…
Something funny happened today..they had this BM story telling competition.. As usual, students tend to get bored after an hour.. they started to make noise and moved around.. their favourite place will be TOILET at this moment.. so of course.. these smart children would definately target a kind and young teacher like me to ask for permission to go to toilet. :p I gave in.. allowed the first few to go, thinking that they probably cannot TAHAN anymore.. but the students approaching me were getting more.. some teachers even looked at me with their serious expression.. so I told myself not to allow them to leave the hall anymore.. then, the next student came, I was about to say NO.. but he opened up his palm and showed me a tooth which has just ‘fallen out’ from his mouth... I burst out laughing and quickly let him go to toilet… little kids are just to cute sometimes..
I entered 3G class today AGAIN.. this is the most difficult class to control among the classes that I have entered before…students are just too naughty, making noise and don’t like to study… I had tried my best to control the class but still…I failed… they just don’t understand me…haiz.. but I do hope they will be more obedient and listen to me next time if I get to enter this class again…
H1N1 is getting more serious in the world…more cases are reported each day.. more deaths record in the world…it spreads faster than I could imagine.. anyone can get it if just a bit unlucky..Even SMKDU is one of the schools that under quarantined… this is totally out of my expectation.. my sister still take it easily saying our school has became famous by this way… and if there is second case, she would get holidays… my dear friends.. please do take care of yourself!! J Eat more fruits and drink more water… your health is at risk!!! Haha..
I working for 4 days this week… the job is not as tiring compared to Secret recipe… and with higher pay also… I am happy!!! Haha..
Something funny happened today..they had this BM story telling competition.. As usual, students tend to get bored after an hour.. they started to make noise and moved around.. their favourite place will be TOILET at this moment.. so of course.. these smart children would definately target a kind and young teacher like me to ask for permission to go to toilet. :p I gave in.. allowed the first few to go, thinking that they probably cannot TAHAN anymore.. but the students approaching me were getting more.. some teachers even looked at me with their serious expression.. so I told myself not to allow them to leave the hall anymore.. then, the next student came, I was about to say NO.. but he opened up his palm and showed me a tooth which has just ‘fallen out’ from his mouth... I burst out laughing and quickly let him go to toilet… little kids are just to cute sometimes..
I entered 3G class today AGAIN.. this is the most difficult class to control among the classes that I have entered before…students are just too naughty, making noise and don’t like to study… I had tried my best to control the class but still…I failed… they just don’t understand me…haiz.. but I do hope they will be more obedient and listen to me next time if I get to enter this class again…
H1N1 is getting more serious in the world…more cases are reported each day.. more deaths record in the world…it spreads faster than I could imagine.. anyone can get it if just a bit unlucky..Even SMKDU is one of the schools that under quarantined… this is totally out of my expectation.. my sister still take it easily saying our school has became famous by this way… and if there is second case, she would get holidays… my dear friends.. please do take care of yourself!! J Eat more fruits and drink more water… your health is at risk!!! Haha..
I working for 4 days this week… the job is not as tiring compared to Secret recipe… and with higher pay also… I am happy!!! Haha..
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印度的密教经典－－古老的祝福
有许许多多人，也许你已经淡忘了，如果仍然在你的心里，他们也一样会得到幸运。
我不会给你钱，因为我没有。
给你生活的忠告:多吃些粗粮.给别人比他们自己期许的更多，并且用心去做熟记你喜欢的诗歌不要轻信你听到的每件事，不要花光你的所有，不要想睡多久就睡多久。
无论何时说“我爱你”，请真心实意。
无论何时说“对不起”，请看着对方的眼睛。
相信一见钟情。永远不要忽视别人的梦想。
深情热烈地爱，也许你会受伤，但这是使人生完整的唯一方法。
用一种明确的方法解决争议，不要冒犯。永远不要以貌取人。
慢慢地说，但要迅速地想。当别人问你不想回答的问题时，笑着说“你为什么想知道？”记住那些敢于承担最大风险的人才能得到最深的爱和最大的成就。
给妈妈打电话。如果不行，至少在心里想着她。
当别人打喷嚏时，说一声“菩萨保佑”。
如果你失败了，千万不要忘记汲取教训。
记住三个“尊”：尊重你自己；尊重别人；保持尊严，对自己的行为负责。
不要让小小的争端损毁了一段伟大的友谊。无论何时你发现自己做错了，竭尽所能去弥补。
动作要快！无论什么时候打电话，摘起话筒的时候请微笑，因为对方能感觉到！
找一个你爱聊的人结婚 ， 因为当年龄大了以后，你会发觉喜欢聊天是一个人最大的优点。
找点时间，单独呆会儿。
欣然接收改变，但是不要摒弃你的个人理念。
记住，沉默是金。多看点书，少看点电视。过一种高尚而诚实的生活。
当你年老时回想起过去，你就能再一次享受人生。
相信上帝，但是别忘了锁门。家庭的融洽氛围是难能可贵的。
尽你的全力让家平顺和谐。当你和你亲近的人吵嘴的时候，试着就事论事，不要扯出那些陈芝麻，烂谷子的事。不要摆脱不了昨天。多注意言下之意。
和别人分享你的知识，那才是永恒之道！
善待我们的地球。不要愚弄自然母亲。
忙自己该做的事。
不要相信接吻时从不闭眼的伴侣。
每年至少去一个你从没去过的地方。
如果你赚了很多钱，在活着的时候多行善事。这是你能得到的最好回报。
记住有时候，不是最好的收获也是一种好运。深刻理解所有的规则，合理地更新他们。
记住：最好的关系存在于对别人的爱胜于对别人的索求之上。
回头看看你发誓取得的目标，然后评判你到底有多成功。
无论是烹调还是爱情，都用百分之百的负责态度对待，但是不要期求太多的回报。
PS: i received this from my cousin.. found it really meaningful and i just want to share this with everyone who bumped to my blog... :) GooD LuCK guys for what u are going through now.... Be strong and don't give up easily...trust urself and believe to miracle...
有许许多多人，也许你已经淡忘了，如果仍然在你的心里，他们也一样会得到幸运。
我不会给你钱，因为我没有。
给你生活的忠告:多吃些粗粮.给别人比他们自己期许的更多，并且用心去做熟记你喜欢的诗歌不要轻信你听到的每件事，不要花光你的所有，不要想睡多久就睡多久。
无论何时说“我爱你”，请真心实意。
无论何时说“对不起”，请看着对方的眼睛。
相信一见钟情。永远不要忽视别人的梦想。
深情热烈地爱，也许你会受伤，但这是使人生完整的唯一方法。
用一种明确的方法解决争议，不要冒犯。永远不要以貌取人。
慢慢地说，但要迅速地想。当别人问你不想回答的问题时，笑着说“你为什么想知道？”记住那些敢于承担最大风险的人才能得到最深的爱和最大的成就。
给妈妈打电话。如果不行，至少在心里想着她。
当别人打喷嚏时，说一声“菩萨保佑”。
如果你失败了，千万不要忘记汲取教训。
记住三个“尊”：尊重你自己；尊重别人；保持尊严，对自己的行为负责。
不要让小小的争端损毁了一段伟大的友谊。无论何时你发现自己做错了，竭尽所能去弥补。
动作要快！无论什么时候打电话，摘起话筒的时候请微笑，因为对方能感觉到！
找一个你爱聊的人结婚 ， 因为当年龄大了以后，你会发觉喜欢聊天是一个人最大的优点。
找点时间，单独呆会儿。
欣然接收改变，但是不要摒弃你的个人理念。
记住，沉默是金。多看点书，少看点电视。过一种高尚而诚实的生活。
当你年老时回想起过去，你就能再一次享受人生。
相信上帝，但是别忘了锁门。家庭的融洽氛围是难能可贵的。
尽你的全力让家平顺和谐。当你和你亲近的人吵嘴的时候，试着就事论事，不要扯出那些陈芝麻，烂谷子的事。不要摆脱不了昨天。多注意言下之意。
和别人分享你的知识，那才是永恒之道！
善待我们的地球。不要愚弄自然母亲。
忙自己该做的事。
不要相信接吻时从不闭眼的伴侣。
每年至少去一个你从没去过的地方。
如果你赚了很多钱，在活着的时候多行善事。这是你能得到的最好回报。
记住有时候，不是最好的收获也是一种好运。深刻理解所有的规则，合理地更新他们。
记住：最好的关系存在于对别人的爱胜于对别人的索求之上。
回头看看你发誓取得的目标，然后评判你到底有多成功。
无论是烹调还是爱情，都用百分之百的负责态度对待，但是不要期求太多的回报。
PS: i received this from my cousin.. found it really meaningful and i just want to share this with everyone who bumped to my blog... :) GooD LuCK guys for what u are going through now.... Be strong and don't give up easily...trust urself and believe to miracle...
My Future? How far could i imagine?
i went to Puay Chai with my mom today to collect wee wee 's report card...and guess what.. i re-registered to be the part time teacher there again.. haha... kinda happy :) some of my studants saw me.. and i was a little surprise when they approached and called me teacher Khoo in chinese.. haha.. means i have a place in their heart.. :p though i have only worked there for a short while in April... one of the students name Jeremy was so surprise seeing me again.. and guess what he has asked me... hey teacher,u came to collect report card for your child? lol.. i don't mind and just keep smiling...at least he is honest to me.. haha.. Kids are just too pure and this is why i love kids...They won't harm us....
i have always love teaching... partly because i love children... i still remember my ambition was to be a teacher 10 years back... and it slowly changed to lecturer when i grown older...but still... which field suits me most? i don't know but 1 thing for sure is don't involve in IT.. Honestly i having difficult time in choosing the courses previously...All the worries hit me.. maybe because i am lack of confident...i heard of so many opinions and comments from people.. making me even more confused.. i took 3 months to consider... and i have finally made up my mind..i know i have chosen this field and it's never an easy road.. it's all about hard work and commitment.. but i know.. my desire to help patients will be my main motivation all the time..:) and i am looking forward for the course to start...
But no one will know how is their future path going to be..Unlike KDU's advertistments.." Turn right to your future" haha... it's all about our determination and will... some might ended up with other job in future..will i be a paediatric lecturer 10 years later?? haha... i don't know.. it might be.. and it might not be... but there is still HOPE always... just try our BEST everytime...
Father's day is coming soon.. i have some plans with my sisters.. i do hope my dad would enjoy his day and the surprise we arranged for him... it's worth to celebrate cause he is my wonderful dad... haha... looking forward to this Sunday...
having driving lesson at 3pm on tomorrow.. hopefully there is improvement sign... lol...
i have always love teaching... partly because i love children... i still remember my ambition was to be a teacher 10 years back... and it slowly changed to lecturer when i grown older...but still... which field suits me most? i don't know but 1 thing for sure is don't involve in IT.. Honestly i having difficult time in choosing the courses previously...All the worries hit me.. maybe because i am lack of confident...i heard of so many opinions and comments from people.. making me even more confused.. i took 3 months to consider... and i have finally made up my mind..i know i have chosen this field and it's never an easy road.. it's all about hard work and commitment.. but i know.. my desire to help patients will be my main motivation all the time..:) and i am looking forward for the course to start...
But no one will know how is their future path going to be..Unlike KDU's advertistments.." Turn right to your future" haha... it's all about our determination and will... some might ended up with other job in future..will i be a paediatric lecturer 10 years later?? haha... i don't know.. it might be.. and it might not be... but there is still HOPE always... just try our BEST everytime...
Father's day is coming soon.. i have some plans with my sisters.. i do hope my dad would enjoy his day and the surprise we arranged for him... it's worth to celebrate cause he is my wonderful dad... haha... looking forward to this Sunday...
having driving lesson at 3pm on tomorrow.. hopefully there is improvement sign... lol...
Chia Wen has got a blog? lol...
hahaha...i can't stop myself from laughing.. i have blog!!! haha..i went to Stef's house today.. the thought of having blog suddenly came to my mind.... i think is because too many of my friends are blogging now.. eventually i got influence by them..even kids blog today.. and surprisingly.. who created this blog for me? haha.. its christine.. stef's 12 years old sis... thanks ying... haha... but seriously i have another reason.. i have written my own diary since small.. i brought all my diaries all the way to AIMST and all the way back after finishing my foundation..found it quite troublesome... i have no where to keep them as i am afraid my sis would dig out one day and read them... lol..
i met up with my close high school friends today... was really nice...we really got lots of things to update each other...Ki jun, pearl, kim and Stef...i came back around 9 pm... hanging out with them really made me comfortable.. and i am happy.. pearl is unhappy with her part time job... made me thought of the time i worked in Secret Recipe.. just like nightmare.. but i learnt a lot there actually.. i learnt to be tougher,smarter n less blur...
oh ya.. i went to my high school today!! i always wanted to make a trip back to SMKDU but i couldn't make it.. but today.. Ki Jun fetched us there!!! wow.. my dream came true.. haha.. the canteen still the same.. the atmosphere and the food still smell exactly the same.. some memories traced back... omg.. life in secondary school was so systematic.. unlike now.. i wake up without using alarm.. hahaha...
we went to Tropicana City.. thinking to meet up with pearl.. and also wanted to stay away from hot sun..but she has left.. but nvm.. we spent the rest of the time in Borders..read some books.. 1 inspiration book really attracted me.. PS: i love inspiration book a lot!! one of them is still on my mind now which i fooud it very meaningful... : Waste ur money & u have only wasted ur money...Waste ur time & u have lost part of ur life... i think is kinda true... :)
oh.. my mom just hired me!!! haha.. i will be my 2 sisters tuition teacher starting next week.. haha.. happy!! my salary= pocket money... wow..so nice..is 2 in 1.. just like mutualism interaction.. haha...
i am so worry about my driving test which is coming soon next month.. left 5 hours of pratice but i just couldn't do it properly.. especially for the Bukit.. i always go down the hill instead.. how nice if the test required us to do going down hill instead.. i will surely passed then... but anyways.. i will try my very BEST... i must pass no matter how... hopefully..
it's late.. tired after whole day outing today...good nite....
i met up with my close high school friends today... was really nice...we really got lots of things to update each other...Ki jun, pearl, kim and Stef...i came back around 9 pm... hanging out with them really made me comfortable.. and i am happy.. pearl is unhappy with her part time job... made me thought of the time i worked in Secret Recipe.. just like nightmare.. but i learnt a lot there actually.. i learnt to be tougher,smarter n less blur...
oh ya.. i went to my high school today!! i always wanted to make a trip back to SMKDU but i couldn't make it.. but today.. Ki Jun fetched us there!!! wow.. my dream came true.. haha.. the canteen still the same.. the atmosphere and the food still smell exactly the same.. some memories traced back... omg.. life in secondary school was so systematic.. unlike now.. i wake up without using alarm.. hahaha...
we went to Tropicana City.. thinking to meet up with pearl.. and also wanted to stay away from hot sun..but she has left.. but nvm.. we spent the rest of the time in Borders..read some books.. 1 inspiration book really attracted me.. PS: i love inspiration book a lot!! one of them is still on my mind now which i fooud it very meaningful... : Waste ur money & u have only wasted ur money...Waste ur time & u have lost part of ur life... i think is kinda true... :)
oh.. my mom just hired me!!! haha.. i will be my 2 sisters tuition teacher starting next week.. haha.. happy!! my salary= pocket money... wow..so nice..is 2 in 1.. just like mutualism interaction.. haha...
i am so worry about my driving test which is coming soon next month.. left 5 hours of pratice but i just couldn't do it properly.. especially for the Bukit.. i always go down the hill instead.. how nice if the test required us to do going down hill instead.. i will surely passed then... but anyways.. i will try my very BEST... i must pass no matter how... hopefully..
it's late.. tired after whole day outing today...good nite....
