MBBS 2nd year..

Here comes again my life back in AIMST.. Started my year2 for more than a week..and i am still sick since the day i am back..Just hoping that i will completely recover by tomorrow.. :) cause my to do list is already piling up.... :S i guess my cough at night did annoy my roommates in the middle of the night.. opps.. sorry..

someone once told me that MBBS is not hard.. probably the mentality that makes me feel that this course is tough..i was wrong to have this mentality.i believe MBBS is just as similar as other courses..as the saying goes: there is a will, there is a way.. and i believe i can do better in my year2... :)

I am feeling good these days... as i feel that our relationship is getting more stronger... somehow made me realize that love is not about Fairy Tale...is about understandings and sacrifices...why would we care for each other? is just simple.. because we love each other..friendship love is the same too.. why would you angry of him or her? because we care for him/her.... Empty promises is not meant to be.. but somehow done without intention... i was quite wrong that i put importance on promises.. which i realized... the less we hope.. the more contented we would feel.. why ask for more? greedy made us mad..simple and easy.. this is the life we shall lead..

this is just some crap from me la.. haha..
tonight-- japanese food!! Yippie!!!!
2010-09--01
is september... time flies huh...apreciate the moment that you are having now.. enjoy the process.. enjoy the bitter sweet moment..
BE HAPPY :)

Dream? No..

sometimes i just don't dare to dream too much....
hope too much and ask for more...

the more i dream..
the more will get me disappointed....
sigh....

whats up!

oh oh oh. yea yea.. i went for PC fair in KLCC ! first time in my life!! lol.. seems like i came from jungle..took LRT there..
OMG.. it was really really crowded as it was the last day of the fair..
but people with the mentality of CHEAPER and thousands of people squeezed into the halls..
i got myself a printer.. wohoo! i am so happy..a mp3 for my sister and an pink color ear phone for myself too.. 300+ gone in a day..

went to Sg Wang with Caryn today... she was searching for a baby bottle in giant.. and we couldn't find it.. so for the last resort.. we turned to the malay guy at the counter.. i did a stupid mistake by asking him : excuse me, sini ada jual babi bottle?
O.M.G it was so shameful that i could ask babi instead of bayi !!!
luckily he was smiling at me.... pheww...

i shopped today too.. spent 200++
so happy that i got all my needed stuffs


my appointments : wed--- visit to a doc
thurs---- hehe... outing wit my YC
Fri------- meet up wit stef n peng khuan
sat------- shopping with stef n kim
sun-------- go to salon

aww.. and here.. it will only leave a week for me.... and my year 2 is starting....

i love my life !!

ohh well.. again.. August is here..the month that i'm gonna start my uni soon..

but i 'm still enjoying myself very much..

with non-stop outings! and my pocket is burning a hole.. just hoping my allowance will come as soon as possible.. there are lots of things that i hope to buy and i wish to have it.. here is the list :

1) A new diary (a new life begins in degree year 2 )
2) A new printer (the current one is too high to maintain)
3) A new purse (is tearing probably i use it too often!)
4) A new phone (if i have enough money )

two and a half weeks left and i shall start preparing..send my laptop for repair and get a new hairstyle.. am thinking to try on new hairstyle but just afraid that i would regret later..

next week i shall get all the things done.. not forgetting some shopping for friends' presents....

went to Midvalley today.. met up with Uni friends and watched Tekken.. O.M.G. i don't enjoy the show.. had Carl's Junior as my lunch.. surprisingly i can finish it probably i din't eat my breakfast.. and went to Spaghetti Farm for dinner.. the price is really reasonable i would say! good try!

for this 4 days where did i visit : 1)Kin Kin Pan Mee in KL
2)Tutti Fruity in Tmn Tun
3)Bubble Tea Cafe in Kepong
4)Night Market in Kepong
5)One Utama shopping mall in PJ
6)Jonker Street in Melacca (awesome trip wit YC)
7)Time Square (Sorcerer's Apprentice.NICE!!)
8)KLCC ( Science Centre)
9)Midvalley
OMG.. i'm kinda busy huh.. lol..
tomorrow another outing! haha.. gonna meet up with my 1 Cempaka Gang..

and then i guess i am going to get a MP3 for my sister in PC fair too.. hope i get to go there on sat/sun..

good night people.. ^^ i love my life now..

Feeling better day by day

hehehehe...its now 1.40am.. my sista having exam on the next morning and she is still burning midnight oil.. haha.. i can't help much besides giving my moral support...

i took a chance to pay a visit at KL Pac with my high- school friends.. watched some live performances... and had our supper at Murni, SS2.. it was nice experience and yeah.. i love it!!

its been almost a month i am Back to home... how time flies huh... basically busy withs lots of outings... catching up with some gossips and updates from my close friends... other than this.. i will stay at home watch my drama and do some houseworks.. haha.. time to slim down! Not forgetting my date with my youngest sista every evening... jog + Badminton!

i am doing fine now... think positively for everything that goes around me... and days are becoming better for me.. i miss AIMST though... i miss the life there though i been complaining so much when i was there.. haha.. one of the reason for me to go back......... hehe..


knowing you since we were young.. its been 5 years since your presence in my life.. and thanks for everything that you have done for me.. hehe.. i appreciate it well... GYC <3

random

sometimes i really hope i can go back to AIMST ....

i don't like this kind of feeling....

sigh.....

Genting Trip

Hey peeps.. i am back from a 3 days 2 nights trip in Genting...
together with YC,Chun,Mandy,Zhuai,Zhui,Terr,Robson,Jit Kin,Ying,Serenne,Amelia,Ming Fang...

a lot of pictures were we took and soon will up-load to my blog once i get those pictures..

was not really feeling well on the 2nd day.. and i vommited..... missed the cork-screw that i wanted to ride on... sigh...


maybe due to my tiredness.... too much of outings n lack of sleeping and made me feel so weak these days.. i want to be HEALTHIER.. My new GOAL... JOG everyday!!

i am not happy.. i don't know why..is hard for me to express.... i hope we will be better..... i hope i will be happier and i hope i would forget about everything that hurts me... no arguments no shoutings cause i am tired of all these....i hope she is fine.. :(

Life Is Unpredictable

Yea.. life is unpredictable.. why did i say so.. things happened when it's too late for us to change..
was discussing with him about his grandpa at Mid Valley yesterday night.. thinking that his grandpa is getting better and will recover soon but i received a call this morning which i purely thought it was just a sweet morning call but instead he told me that his grandpa has just passed away... OMG... quickly got up from my bed.. trying to hold my tears... :(

This reflects me about my uncle.. who is now suffering from liver cancer... :(
i am so afraid... afraid that i would lose him one day...
seeing him suffering everyday but i can't help...
i pray that he would be fine
that he would be cheerful even though at the final stage of his life...

This is why people say life is unpredictable
i said life is like a wasabi
it gives u the taste of excitement once it enters your mouth
but tears rolling down after a few seconds..
life is full of ups and downs
at times, we are HAPPY and sometimes we are down....
treasure every moment and STOP complaining..
As for me, i am tHankful for what i have...
seriously... i feel that i am so lucky..... <3

i am back to PJ !

wohooo... people! i am back to my home for holidays!!
i have so much to blog but i don't know how and where to start from....

i am back for 5 days.. but i felt i have done so many things within this 5 days
well...
1) a double-date : me n my YC & Zihui n Zhuai at OneU and The Curve..
2) a shopping day at KL with my funny Caryn
3)a nice n warm steam-boat dinner with my family
4)a visit to dentist and a doctor
5)a spring cleaning of my room
6)a meet up with Li Theng n Stef


wow.. i feel so proud! but i am seriously tired....
but HAPPY n CONTENTED!!! but wait..wht din't i mention about YC? yea.. he is not around for these few days.... but he is coming back today! haha..

oh yea.. i wanna share my great good news with everyone... i have PASSED my first year of MBBS!!!! i am really HAPPY about it and can't wait for the second year to come that i could experience it with my dear YC..

Congrats to all my friends too... especially :ChiChun, WengTerr and Zhanhuai!!!!! thanks to everyone who had aided me during my toughest period.... and i am so glad to meet this bunch of helpful friends!!!!! :)

Genting Trip is coming... i am looking forward..

exam season

i crave for the life when i was a kid..
i crave for the food that i ate at home..
i want to go home....
i want to take a break....
FINAL is coming in 3 days time..
i hope i can go through this time..
thanks for your presence in my life..
u been guiding me from the first day we met...
i LOVE u...
Yi Cheng....

It's predicted.. so just let it be....

i feel not right.. tired? of what? of life? not really but just something happened recently making me more stress besides studies stress.. i don't know how to express over here but just a sudden urge of feel like blogging and burst out my feeling over here...

and i really learned.. i should have protected myself and don't be the peacemaker... trying to solve things out but ended up making things worse and i feel sad of it.... such a stupid act and i shall just stand aside let them be and be ignorant at the first place...

things maybe are not as serious that the girls thought.... it's mostly accumulation of misunderstandings and something it's gonna burst one day just like volcano.. we tried to be as tolerate as we can but people just don't see our tolerance and ask for more.. why???

everything has a limit though they said only sky is the limit.... sigh... what i have learned would be talk less and talk the right things at the right time.. sometimes it would be better if word left unspoken and not to kill another with sharp and torn words..

i just feel not right....

i will just tell myself now... think before i act... just like our recycle bin :THINK BEFORE YOU THROW"

Life is just like that.. i fall and i learned... i know i gotta be tough... journey is still long and bumpy.. hopefully i would be fine.... i just don't care anymore... Dissapointed might be my feeling right now.... characters of ones are hard to change and so i would just accept for who they are.. knowing them and keep a distance always would be the best for all...

another thing... GOSSIPS kill friendship... apply especially on girls... but they just LOVE gossiping....

i shall get back to my track.... study!

April is coming.. CA4 is near and not to mention about FINAL.....

i can't wait for holidays!!!!! that's still far i supposed... but it chills me down when i am stress...

and i think i feel better after blogging.... :)

CA3........

i have soooo much to blog..... but i have no time to blog... and i ended up letting my blog rot...... sigh....... good luck to myself....... and i m getting older in 2 more days....... say bye to teens n welcome to an Adult life.........am i ready? i dun think soooo.... haha...
wat m i saying??

must be studied till crazy.............. i cant stand already!! i wanna go back home!!!

counting down for CNY....

Hohoho.. i have just realised 18 days for me to get away from this paddy field.. hot n humid with bunch of irritating yet disgusting green bugs as my room visitors everyday.... creating scars on my arms n legs... :S

i miss my Grandma's place..after i made my last visit in June 09.. its really a small village i could say but at least no GREEN BUGS there...miss hanging out with cousins....miss playing badminton with Jun Yang.. chatting with Jeanne and crapping non-stop with Harrison... last but not least... my little cute Kai Xian...

How time flies huh.. CNY is coming in 20 days time... falls on Valentine's Day 14th of February...what a coincidence.. it might be a right day for people to propose to their love ones in their future in-laws place huh... haha...

Got back my epidemiology and physiology results.. thank God that i have passed both.. but i m still aiming for a better result.... at least i din fail my epi paper this time... i shudn just aim for pass i guess... that's too risky...

i would be having a short CNY trip back to home... coming back to aimst on 16th February... which means less ang pao this year.. haha..its ok... i don't mind...its worth to sacrifice for my studies...

Did some stupid n blur stuffs again today.. wanted to call Mandy but without realised.. i called to the next room Caryn Chow..another one.. i shouted "aghh" who off the light? while i was bathing.. Hsu Wern was there in another bathroom.. she said "no arr" and i found myself closed my eyes voluntarily due to the entering of facial foam..i am really speechless for my own.. hmm... i wish i could be more alert sometimes...

i baked cookies for my aunty in 2009..

My DaRliNg



i miss u DaD....

cOnFuSeD

my current health status : weak
my current state of mind : confused
my current mood to study : negative
my current mood to eat : no appetite
my current feeling : tired but not sleepy



what's on my mind?? i am so damn confused... what's wrong with me?
humans tend to be so weird at times... long for something but when the thing they desired came.. they tend to refuse... and when the thing has gone for life... they would regret......

every step, every move.. it counts... and so.. dun make decision simply.. think carefully.. act appropriately...

at least to find the truth that making u confused.... and i have found.. that's great isn't it.....

3 more days for me to have this honeymoon days..... and everything get started again...so do my engine... i need to restart it... pump in petrol and keep moving..... achieving my goals and my destination..... go go chia wen!!! i know i can do it.... nothing is gonna stop me... as the saying goes... NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.........and evrything is POSSIBLE..........
hmm... yea... including a relationship while studying?? i wonder....

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010

Oh oh oh.. i m back.. finally i got some fresh air to breath.. been so so stress while preparing for my exams n it finally came to a break.. before the next battle starts exactly 55days ltr... what a tiring course i have chosen... i would sometimes hesitate about my own capability.. would i manage to survive and passed all the obstacles within this 5 years? worries somehow strike me on n off.. i know.. i am just lack of confidence again.. i m just hoping for the BEST and at the sametime pray for a healthy body... fall sick again just a day before exam.. thanks a lot Caryn for accompanying me to hospital... :) i would remember ur Starbucks...

Semester 2 just started but assignment and lecture notes are already piled up.. was actually planned to go back this week since there are 5 days of holidays... but i changed my mind.. better stay here... going to Penang on tomorrow AGAIN... this would probably be the only destination i would go when i am in Kedah.... wanna make use for my holidays to rest, study,catch up with my taiwanese series and most importantly... write my new year resolutions.. as i always do...

wohoo.. i m listening to Hua Sha by Cindy n Jay Chau now.. replaying it for hours and i am still so in LOVE with it... nice song!! thanks to my good friend who shares the common taste.... thanks for sending me this song.. i love it.. :) i wonder u will visit my blog... hmm..

i would say gals are complicated creature.. even me myself whom i always thought as a simple gal, dun know what i want in my life... sometimes things seem to be so complicated n i am too afraid to make the next move.. too afraid to bear with it... we think differently.. not always in a logic ways but there are just so many tiny minor things that we gals actually think about, yet care about.... trust me... gals are never simple especially as we grown up... or probably... humans are never easy to handle.... anytime anywhere we might hurt someone without knowledge... with thorn words n rude acts.... cant we just be more simpler and lead a very very simple life? which i always hope i can....

i learnt from my pharmacology lecturer today... he told me : dun speak while u r angry... which i really agree with him.... we might prevent lots of unwanted incidents if we do follow this rule...

i am tired... accumulation from last week.. had a terrrible but unforgettable experience in my life... burning midnight oil together with Hsu Wern n Caryn.... sleepless nights lasted for 2 weeks...n i think its just a beginning of my life...so much of funny things happened in between... i wont forget the jokes me n caryn made while brushing teeth late in midnite.. and the YOGA i learnt from Hsu Wern to release our stress... there were so much fun in between though we were so stressed up... and i think this brought us closer.. and i m grateful :p

heres some random pictures i have after exams.... went Lebooss to celebrate n went to Tesco the next day....